Notes found on the refrigerator April & May 2018
It happened one day, when I discover humility: from the beginning, to its beginning, when I was unable to peel an orange, bake bread— or, crack an egg… before I made my breakfast, drank my coffee and settled for cold cereal.
I still get up for one more day’s length —from my inviting bed, and make my many visits to my children and grandchildren; catching up with things I never heard, though has been repeated several times. Any way, I usually, on my way out, steal from large pottery bowls, an apple or an orange, sometimes cashews left on the counter tucked in-between in a smaller bowl.
Waving a right handed good-bye and a thankful smile, I drive through Center Sandwich village, before sunset and well before the June’s moon will rise.
I get home, make a late supper, take in another amazing day; then I go to bed smiling with my beads in grateful prayer.
Presence is not known
Until it reveals itself
In true existence
******
Entertainment:
The greatest movie in the evening, I go and watch, when I become bored with myself and have no desire to make a meal or take a walk or even to pop popcorn and turn on the TV —I look out my window.
I watch the leaves dancing on branches making songs from the wind; so I rise and go outside and join in on the chorus as a movie extra, in the production of the “H.M.S. Pinafore”.
Mystics from the past
carry you through the seasons
—you met once before.
**********
Stubbornness:
On Monday morning, he opened his door, ole slim Lewis just raised his price, at the corner store. Raisin’ the price of flour from 5 cents to 15 cents a pound, no less no more.
I can still hear mama sayin’, “I’d just as soon pick a handful of dandelions and trade them evenly for a pound of pork rinds than give him —the extra dime”.
Eatin’ potatoes,
without honey glazed biscuits,
fried in pork fat rinds.
**********
Acceptance:
He feels the strength of her independence,
when she stepped forward —naked with strangers in a local stream;
far from her parents and her lover sitting, with tee-shirt
and dry swimming trunks, life guard symbol on his seam. He is wondering
whether to sit, or, to hold up her abandoned towel —to stand
up, to greet her, with a smile and without giving her any shit, holding out
both his hands.
Yo’ Bro’ wass’ happinin’?
Looks like love has seen a ghost,
Groovin’ and strollin’. 😊
Memorial Day 2018
The threat of death whether on the street, or, worse yet,
being an actor in the theater of war. Death, is ever-present
in all of them; from desk, teaching, jungle, or sand.
Whether killed, captured, or not;
is this fear, whether dismissed in discipline, forgot.
It is because of them, under constant threat,
you can sleep tight, and won’t let the bed bugs bite.
R.I.P …mon père, mes oncles pendant la deuxième guerre mondiale et mon frère cadet, le Vietnam.
Je vous remercie.
Richard.
Tags: Existenlism, Growing up, http://poetryblogroll.blogspot.com/, Love, Notes Found On The Refrigerator, Zen
Rosemary Nissen-Wade
May 29, 2018 at 8:25 pm
Thought-provoking in different ways.
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Colleen@ LOOSELEAFNOTES
May 28, 2018 at 2:27 pm
From esoteric zen to humor and dinner. Memorial Day. You got it all!
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annell4
May 28, 2018 at 8:58 am
I enjoyed reading the Notes on the Refrigerator.
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thotpurge
May 28, 2018 at 5:34 am
Especially this one:
Mystics from the past
carry you through the seasons
—you met once before.
So much to think about here!
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gillena
May 28, 2018 at 1:41 am
Luv the gratefullness of humility
Thanks for dropping by my Sunday Standard this week
Much love…
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Magaly Guerrero
May 27, 2018 at 10:44 pm
I really like “Entertainment”, the sound and movements of the leaves…
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dsnake1
May 27, 2018 at 10:17 pm
yo bro, absolute gems, all. i loved anything fried in pork grease but my doctor is threatening me.
ah, yes, without them who gave their time and youth and perhaps their lives, we won’t be sleeping tight. thank you!
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Myrna Rosa
May 27, 2018 at 4:05 pm
I love the first one. Visiting your kids and grandkids fills your life. So does writing, obviously. All of these are touching, a little sad but so nice to read. I like your message to your father and uncles.
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Donna@LivingFromHappiness
May 27, 2018 at 1:52 pm
Each one a treasure my friend…I especially loved the opening poem, and that amazing finish! To all who have fought for our freedom we owe our thanks.
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Vivian Zems
May 27, 2018 at 1:21 pm
Each poem has its own flavour….each brings something to the table. The tribute to fallen heroes still echoes.
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sanaarizvi
May 27, 2018 at 12:39 pm
These are my new favorite 💜 such emotion and deep reflection upon life. I am still thinking about “Mystics from the past carry you through the seasons—you met once before.” 💜
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Björn Rudberg (brudberg)
May 27, 2018 at 12:23 pm
I love the one about you mother… but they are all good.
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Sherry Marr
May 27, 2018 at 12:04 pm
These are all wonderful, my friend. I especially love the first one with its beads of gratitude. Sigh. Just lovely.
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Rall
May 27, 2018 at 11:41 am
I found your poems moving and a little sad. I like your mother. Her response was typically French…fantastic 🙂
Also it is heartening to know the comfort you derive from your rosary and prayers. Dieu vous benisse mon ami !
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magicalmysticalteacher
May 27, 2018 at 8:10 am
What magical days you describe!
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Mary
May 27, 2018 at 8:01 am
These are all good, ZQ. I liked the one about looking out the window and watching the leaves dancing rather than sitting and watching television. The last one is chilling. Indeed, death seems so close…as we are close to a constant threat, approaching ever closer.
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