Awaiting My Rescue
I close my eyes to see You washing your hands
I watch the water flow drip ping
drip drip dropping.
My mind creaks swaying back and forth.
I have to balance myself from completely falling.
I ask again Your forgiveness,
Your understanding the sincerity of my last profession:
Rejecting ill will rejoicing accomplishment
without anticipation of reward.
Discarding the cloak and dark shades of truth I have used;
Rejecting reality as anything only visible.
I will accept
all existence as unparalleled.
I beg that was not me
drip drip dripping.
let it be my flaws,
heavy with guilt, thinned translucent
in a pool of rippling forgiven sins.
I kneel beneath this water
with the joy of revelation, after sadness,
facing a destiny unresolved.
I bow in humility awaiting my rescue.